Monday, August 28, 2006
sOo one piece Of a faiLure tat it!!! loser a pieCE :( freaKK everything is turning baD to worStTt somehoW somewat living in the pieCE of worLd is shitT i canT nV imagine wat will realli haPPen which freaksS me oUt oF my minD i doN wana tink wat i'm doing noR wateversOo...fOOk...reaLLi tat bad..suddenLy i feLL in lovE wif my gaNg:) everyOne i mean they are reali there when i'm dowN and i'm always the lil princEss to them whicH kinDa cOOL me off yeaP..when i'm dowN they were the one loOkin high and lowW..meetin me wherever i'm am cheerin me uP jokin smilin without faiL haiX..i realli lovE them i'm alwaYsS the eviL ger wif cuNNing totsS craPss eviL mE:( i'm sorry....something i mux say tis i canT satisfy everybody i'm aint god...i tink we nid some kinda escapades oUt to the fuckin worLd juxXx diee diee will do dammm...

*eviL grinZ*
Monday, August 14, 2006
wOOo seriousLy ahh i teLL u my patient is aLways forCe to come OuT daMM...i'm sicK and ti4reD of it ready daMMm i did nothing yeT i get stuff like tat tiLL i at tis kinda stUpid stageS whicH reaLLi freak me oFF :( i'm reaLi tryin my besT to coNtroL it plEAse tolerancE on me is juX a lil in hanD...i noT tta kind souL whIch will hear anyThinG tat enuFF...lefT like tat rite aLsO like tat then wat am i suPpose to saY...say nastY thinG u all angrY gif attitudE u all angrY then i have to apologisE then yyy???i reaLLi losS i cant satifY anybodY i caNt make everyone haPPy i'm not a goD i'm juX a lil ingorancE gER whO knowS nothingS....spaRe me wif all thiS canNN...reaLLi enuFF...dOn snOOk me wif craPpSS
wana die juX die wana be alone jux be aLone wana be it the way u aRE leavE itt....if u all tink wateverR u all doin aRe in a haPpie state then go aheaD i wont stOp u...

lovESs
i'm sOrrY buT i'm reaLLi angRy at tis stateEE...
Thursday, August 10, 2006

Life is reaLLi a toUgh one indeed...things as i expecteD huMans does changes everything ard uS is changing every min every sEc..buT the picS i sEe is flasHing tOO faSt i couldnt even accept the fACt and i din wantEd tOO i lOOk trouBled thoU there a wound in my brain i wisH life stOp at tat kinda of freaKie moemnt where we have laughter alwaYs playin ard hanging aRd doing wat we shouLd dO and taT caLL a womaN Life man...i'm reaLLi saD wat is the reaL proBleM???i realli gt no idEa and dONNo franKLy speakin haiiiiiiiiiixXXX...buT dOn Blame othERs are u at fauLt or theM but higher chanceS of u at faulT because of ur fucKin attitudE daMMM..u get easILy piss off and u doesnt wana solve problem priseLy dammm...i doNNo y i hate solving proBLem when thing haPPen i juX avoid whereveer i couLd i don wana faCe itTT till i'm being forCe tO...wtH ritee??baDD...
my baring limits wasnt any higer peak than anyone...eberything i do is wroNg or baDD daMMMMMm...
i was reaLLi shocK tat day wif tat kinda of attitudE tiLL the coRe but din wana affect otherr tis is realli troubLing me for goodneSs sake i'm realli deAdd donn wana caRe i don wana anything or do anything anymoREee do anythinG anything tat can make u guys haPPy...i'm tryin but i canT..atttitudEEE don giVe me i will pay back triplets is not wat i can controL in myself i'm sorrY anythinG... thing have ready change my perception i always being forCe to the extend i donno y??? :( but i miss all of u (seriousLy aLL of u i mean)