Wednesday, September 27, 2006
finaLLy sip ended and i gott my aSs to some same old job from ang mo kio but tis time round was located at biopolis faR is e onLi word tat i can describe dammm..part and parceL of life and indeed i should be enjoying my hoLi instead i donno y am i in sucH a state...working haRd as lots of my dearies bday is coMing i nid to work as a slAve for them no matter wat hmmm...life now is so tiring till i donno how to describe i'm jealous of looKing at them enjoyin themself but i could bare myself to join in the fun as i would be a zombie after tat and ther arrivEs my temper whicH is not veri coOL...times passes lots and lotS of incidentS haPPen agiN and is serious hate to see all tiS but i jux have to facE the faCtT...whicH i hope tat i could avoid but i canT tempeR everywhere till i donno what rite and wat wroNg...i'm realli nt myself sometime...i'm jealouS seriouSLy jeaLous but there nothing i can do either do i wana do anything well let it all happEn..i'm tirEd of everything juX send me to heLL i know i did alot of bad things jux end it i'm not worTh a singLe shiT at all i know it myself hmmmm all the evIL hearted stuff oR pple please leave my closest pple aLone i'm willingLy to sacrificE myself for them pleAsee bring all the soorroWs to me and haPPineSS to them i can take it i rather i have it myself insteadD pleSe....