Saturday, October 28, 2006
hOnEy there something wrOng abt it sO sWeets...suRRenDEr raisE suRRenDEr...hahahha i waNaa go on leavE make myself smile to the fullestT withouT anybody botherin abt me..i'm feelin so dowN so saD till i caNT take it i have enuff serious..u doNno wat i'm tinkin and i lOOk like a stupid foOL here clearin all the shIt out there i'm tirED of it pleaSe i gif uP...i should listen LOng timE agO watever craPs...bUt nV sound regreTttss...we shaLl see abT it thenn:)
Monday, October 23, 2006
spInning roUnd and round..ScH starteD and feeLin was weird..i doNno y am i brought intO sucH staTe clearin everybodY aSs..havE beeN tinkin and tinkin tiLL i cant take it prObLem solvE and proBlem arisE i reaLLi doNno how to handLe it yaa and i admit i'm a losEr 1 pieCe livin iN a wOrLD of debrise shootEr cutsss..bUt nV regrEt wat i did..shOuLd i or shouldnt i 1 moRe time and i will die for goOdness sakE..perhaps everybody shOuld jux leave me aLone for the time being finish my scH finish my fYp and i leavE...livin in my own worLd of mine okAy!!!i gif uP reaLLi surrenDEr doNNo how to say dONno wat to writE sO how??shiT it...sLpin at hme is the beSt soLution darnieee...dOn bLame anyone cause i starTEd all the shit oUT of mY handS trufuLLy i'm soRRy everyBody...i shouldnt be anywheReee at anytiMe...
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Monday, October 16, 2006
let it gOoo...i've beeN thinking and spinning tis tiNy lil braiNy of mIne and i doNno y i've been forCe to and i feeL so saD abt it..reaLi i doNno how donno wat to tink doNNo wat to do doNNon wat i want doNno all the doNnoooo...dammm tis is destroyin my life awaY cause i shouLd be kindA lhaPPy go lUCkY persOn:( aLl the fLasheSs appearing in my minD wondEr and wOndEr how did it aLL haPpen???Lip og an angeL is wat i missEss...i missEs the paSt whERe evrything goEs smotthLy all disturB i rathEr all the shit haPpen on me insteaD i'm realli feelin terrible horrigabeLe whO will knoe no one...i'm aLways sufferiNg frOm all myself wif no aid givEN y???accumulated i wiLl turN insanCE pLease goD gif me a guiDe..the oNly thing i have been doing is listeNing listening tat nothIng wILl shOot intO me cause i gt nO more frEE space i'm tirED...aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sPaRe me plEAseee juX leave me aLone pleaSe.. i will teaRs soRRY...i misSes everythingG...losER one pieCeeee.....
Thursday, October 12, 2006
tis is terrible horrigible i donno wat happening nor wat i'm doin where are u???please..hard or soft is realli a lost state..i don wan anybody to know nor i'm gonna tell anyone wat's haPPening hoW sufferin is sufferin vommmittin is all i gain fucK off wat are u doin??can someone please define.....enD tiS juX enD it